Yes I Know I'm Always Late, No I Won't Be Getting Better About It

It's you who's saying you can't wait
I always seem to show up late
Always somewhere else inside my head
Without you I wouldn't be
I love that you're no good for me
But I know I'll end up alone instead
I always overcompensate
'Cause I can't seem to concentrate
But I'm not sure I've slept the past five years
'Cause when I drink, can't hold my tongue
And smoking only hurts my lungs
Forced to love and try to hide my tears

Whoa, look inside me
You can tell there's something wrong
I'm so sorry
There's always something going on
Blink my eyes and
Snap my fingers and you're gone
Guess I should've known
I should've known it all along
I should've known it all along

Now we're back where we left it
I can't change, you can't accept it
Yeah, but real talk, I was straight up from the jump
So I'm really not sure what you expected, yeah
I tried to keep myself calm and collected
And see the world through both of our perspectives
But it's hard when you acting adolescent
And I gotta be the grown up cleaning up your messes
So take the call, I'm not really tryna text this
I FaceTime to make sure you get the message
I can't get it off my mind, I confess
It's a struggle every day just to love and not obsess

Look inside me
You can tell there's something wrong
I'm so sorry
There's always something going on
Blink my eyes and
Snap my fingers and you're gone
Guess I should've known
I should've known it all along

Things that you told me
Was there anything you meant
And all the lies that you told me
Was there any truth to it?
Did you from the start
This was the way the story ends
You fucking swallowed my heart
I hope you like the taste of it

Look inside me
You can tell there's something wrong
I'm so sorry
There's always something going on
Blink my eyes and
Snap my fingers and you're gone
Guess I should've known
I should've known it all along