I Don't Wanna Be Here

(album: Every Second - 2021)

Going to sleep with the sunrise
You think that I'm living the good life
I guess that I kinda am sometimes
Nobody knows what I'm really like
Losing my shit on the weeknights
Blowing right through all the warning signs

I don't wanna go out
But I do it anyway
Losing myself now
At another stranger's place

I don't wanna be here, keep on leaving to smoke
Stuck in a pointless conversation with some kid I don't know
Now I'm just dreaming of a way to disappear like a ghost
'Cause I don't wanna be here, be here
(I don't wanna be here)
(I don't wanna be here)

I don't look good with a halo
I never said I'm an angel
I know that I promised I'd lay low
But now it's 5 in the morning
And I'm right back on my shit again
All red eyes and Ambien

I don't wanna go out
But I do it anyway
Losing myself now
At another stranger's place

I don't wanna be here, keep on leaving to smoke
Stuck in a pointless conversation with some kid I don't know
Now I'm just dreaming of a way to disappear like a ghost
'Cause I don't wanna be here, be here
(I don't wanna be here)
(I don't wanna be here)
(I don't wanna be here)
(I don't wanna be here)

I don't wanna go out
Losing myself now
At another stranger's place

I don't wanna be here, keep on leaving to smoke
Stuck in a pointless conversation with some kid I don't know
Now I'm just dreaming of a way to disappear like a ghost
'Cause I don't wanna be here, be here
(I don't wanna be here)
(I don't wanna be here)
(I don't wanna be here)
(I don't wanna be here)