Here In Hell

Leave my clothes all on the floor like we used to do before
No one knows half of it now, but those doors are closed somehow
Think of you and all that we do is still the peak of my heart, my life
Cold steel hi's and saying goodbyes, just feels like a lie tonight

Sick of myself
Tired of the way I say I like it here in hell
Heart on the shelf
Trying to keep composure, hope you're doing well
And all of my thoughts and all of my fears
They didn't matter with you here
It's so hard to sell
But I'll never tell 'cause I haven't been doing all that well

Take my voice, tear up my throat, leaving nothing to say, it's fate
Slow us down and drag every note
I'll forget what I know now, I think that I'll go now
Keep me close, don't let me wander
Keep my mind divided, astray, and [?]
Pick my fate, I'm always too late, and all I do is take and wait

Sick of myself
Tired of the way I say I like it here in hell
Heart on the shelf
Trying to keep composure, hope you're doing well
And all of my thoughts and all of my fears
They didn't matter with you here
It's so hard to sell
But I'll never tell 'cause I haven't been doing all that well

It's only one sec, but it feels like a night
Always tempted to call, knowing this isn't right
But I'll just keep pushing this into the back of my mind, of my mind
Are we a moment or a lifetime waiting for the right time?
Are we a moment or a lifetime?

Sick of myself
Tired of the way I say I like it here in hell
Heart on the shelf
Trying to keep composure, hope you're doing well
And all of my thoughts and all of my fears
They didn't matter with you here
It's so hard to sell
But I'll never tell 'cause I haven't been doing all that well