Hate U

(album: Dear First Love, - 2020)

I don't wanna leave your number in my phone
I don't wanna think about you when I'm all alone
I don't want my clothes to smell like your cologne
At least that's what I tell myself

Human nature always got me fantasizing
Grass is always greener on the other side and
Maybe I should chalk it up to shitty timing
Maybe I should quit romanticizing

I can't kiss you goodbye, can't stay overnight
It only gets worse the harder I try to forget ya
Since I met ya, I knew you would ruin my life
So I say you're ugly, pretend you're the worst
And act like we're nothing and we never were
I wanna feel something, so baby, I guess
If I can't love you, I'll hate you instead

I don't wanna have a drink when I'm beside you
'Cause I don't wanna lose myself and start to like you
Kinda wanna f**k you, kinda wanna fight you
'Cause I can't have you to myself

Human nature always got me fantasizing
Grass is always greener on the other side and
Maybe I should chalk it up to shitty timing
Maybe I should quit romanticizing

I can't kiss you goodbye, can't stay overnight
It only gets worse the harder I try to forget ya
Since I met ya, I knew you would ruin my life
So I say you're ugly, pretend you're the worst
And act like we're nothing and we never were
I wanna feel something, so baby, I guess
If I can't love you, I'll hate you instead

If I can't love you, I'll hate you instead
If I can't love you, I'll hate you

I can't kiss you goodbye, can't stay overnight
It only gets worse the harder I try to forget ya
Since I met ya, I knew you would ruin my life
So I say you're ugly, pretend you're the worst
And act like we're nothing and we never were
I wanna feel something, so baby, I guess
If I can't love you, I'll hate you instead

If I can't love you, I'll hate you instead