only in my dreams

(album: chapters of you - 2022)

No one seems to care when I'll be home
No overreactions when I'm sick anymore
When its time to sleep
No one's asking me
What I'd like to eat (Mm)

If I had the chance to say it once
I'm sorry for not calling you
Would you forgive me
Tell me you love me
Say I'm your baby
But only in my dreams

What should I be doing
With all this space I asked for?
I want to hear you laugh
But now I'm friendly with the pastor
At night I pray for you
Like you asked me to
So I follow through (Oh)

If I had the chance to say it once
I'm sorry for not calling you
Would you forgive me
Tell me you love me
Say I'm your baby
But only in my dreams

I could lose everything I have in this world
I could die but know that I'm still yours
I'd give my days to take your place
'Cause I know that you'd be doing the same

If I had the chance to say it once
I'm sorry for not calling you
Would you forgive me
Tell me you love me
'Cause I'm still your baby
But only
If you forgive me
Tell me you love me
I'd be happy
But only in my dreams