What If?

(album: Black Friday - 2011)

What if I never make it?
What if I'm never famous?
What if, I'm broke
And my whole life been a joke?
What if nothing ever happen?
What if I gotta stop rappin'?
What if, what if, what if this is it?

What if I never get the chance tell the world what I gotta say?
And when I die, all I do is just ride away
I try and talk about my life in every song
So you have a little something to remember when I'm gone
I tell it like it is, I ain't pretending that I'm on
But I tell you that I'm working and I'm getting very strong
It won't be long 'til you hear me on the radio
But in my head, I got ways to go
But I'ma take it slow, businesses is the way to blow
So any place I go, I know my bank can roll
The old heads are schooling me, I'm taking notes
I am hip-hop, it replaced my soul
If I sink to the bottom, then I'ma make a float
I heard the real world's cold, I'ma take a coat
Be prepared, and be aware 'cause failure ain't really even there

What if I never make it?
What if I'm never famous?
What if, I'm broke
And my whole life been a joke?
What if nothing ever happen?
What if I gotta stop rappin'?
What if, what if, what if this is it?

Expectations peaking, they wonder what I'm 'bout to do
Spark interest, music, I can count on you, right?
But do I have it all twisted? I went from popular to misfit in an instant
My friends forgot me 'cause they probably seen me hardly
In the lab when I should be out at a party
It drive me crazy, and money is the fuel
Insomniac, awake, finding something I can do to put the work in
And I'm certain that I'm flirting with the fame
Failure getting jealous, throwing dirt upon my name
Burning up my brain, but I'm working through my pain
'Cause life's hard 'til you learn it's just a game
Play your cards, use your letters on your Scrabble board
If you small, put your heart into your rapping more
No money? Why the fuck you counting for?
A thousand truants trying to get up my allowance more

What if I never make it?
What if I'm never famous?
What if, I'm broke
And my whole life been a joke?
What if nothing ever happen?
What if I gotta stop rappin'?
What if, what if, what if this is it?