I Was On Drugs

(album: The Little Monster - 2020)

Chasing a dragon, I'm floating on clouds
I am a GOAT, but no gloating allowed
Where I was at, I was totally proud
Voices in my head are shouting so loud
People I loved, they were holding me down
I was on drugs, I was on drugs
Fucked up on Xanax, was nothing around
I was on drugs, I was on drugs
People pretended to love me back then
But were holding my head 'til they hoping I'd drowned
(Ah, fuck it)
I was on drugs, I was on drugs
My demons got demons, nightmares when I'm dreaming
Get hold of the Serb and get called uncontrolled
Uncontrollable urges, I know that it's worth it
It's hard to be certain but darkness is lurking
Sharks that are circling, they know that I'm harshly disturbing
Might be that I partly deserve it
I'm parked in my car with a corpse in the trunk but I've bent him in half
'Cause of course, it's a Porsche, I'm a fortunate one
(Like look everyone, it's a Porsche everyone! Haha, fucking stupid)
I was on drugs, I was on drugs

My girlfriend in real life was a lowlife
Her whole life she fucked up
On New Years, did a 8-ball of that Snow White
She's no wife, not polite
She turned left, I'll go right
I was on drugs, I-I-I was on drugs
I was getting high, I was getting low
That's a powdy face up in outer space
Feeling out of place, lips froze from the powder taste
Couldn't feel my face
Now I'm God's gift, see the fog lift
Say it's all good, no it's not bitch
I was on drugs, I was on drugs
Oh gee, I'm old school like Scarface doing Yayo
In a discotech, I got blissful prep
I will wake you up like Crystal Meth
I was on drugs, I was on drugs
Designer drugs, all kind of drugs
All kind of drugs, my mind was fucked
To get up hills, did a lot of pills
Did a lot of coke, okay, line it up
I rode that train 'til the wheels fell off
I rode that train 'til my time was up
I was on drugs

I did a lot of drugs
(Wait, you got some?)