Antidote

(album: Halloween Mixtape II - 2023)

'Cause I need an antidote, antidote
I think I'm about to choke, 'bout to choke
I need an antidote

I haven't figured it out a failure to myself
I'm so ashamed I ended up this way
I'm canceling plans, losing all of my friends
I need an angel to save me

Is there something I can do
'Cause the way I am means I'm losing you
Found this is 22
Help me lose my mind

'Cause I need an antidote, antidote
I think I'm about to choke, 'bout to choke
I can tell I need to get it all, get it all
Chasing faces so I have control, have control
I need an antidote

'Til I find the doses
I'm broken
I need an antidote

Where the hell are my friends
The enemy is my head
I guess I'm out here again
I'm off the deep end
A soul sacrifice
Still more until I die
Can't stop me if you try

Is there something I can do
'Cause the way I am means I'm losing you
Found this is 22
Help me lose my mind

'Cause I need an antidote, antidote
I think I'm about to choke, 'bout to choke
I can tell I need to get it all, get it all
Chasing faces so I have control, have control
I need an antidote

'Til I find the doses
I'm broken
I need an antidote
I'm stuck in psychosis
So hopeless
I need an antidote

Poison me with antidotes
Give me life until I choke
Light up myself, lock the door
I can't feel a thing no more
I see why I feel alone
A ghost strapped in the corridor
Sense among the overdose
Who will come and save me

'Cause I need an antidote, antidote
I think I'm about to choke, 'bout to choke
I can tell I need to get it all, get it all
Chasing faces so I have control, have control
I need an antidote

'Til I find the doses
I'm broken
I need an antidote
I'm stuck in psychosis
So hopeless
I need an antidote

I need an antidote
I need an antidote
I need an antidote