i almost do

(album: shot in the dark - 2023)

Yeah we almost had it
The kinda picture perfect that you might find
On a jewelry store sign
But we made a habit
Breaking up making up waking up to the same old same
Got tired of that game

You said we wouldn't talk no more
'Cause we know what that leads to
So I won't reach out
But if you only knew

I almost drive
Down your street just to see if you're home
And I almost call
Just to see if you're sleeping alone
But I don't 'cause I
I just can't help but wonder if it would it hurt less
If you thought that
I couldn't care less
Or if you knew that
I don't show up out of the blue saying I still love you
But I almost do

And I almost polish
A whole fifth of bourbon
So if I crack, I can blame it on that
Yeah sometimes I go out
And hit it off with someone new
And feel like I'm moving on
And I almost do

Then I almost drive
Down your street just to see if you're home
And I almost call
Just to see if you're sleeping alone
But I don't 'cause I
I just can't help but wonder if it would it hurt less
If you thought that
I couldn't care less
Or if you knew that
I don't show up out of the blue saying I still love you
But I almost do

Yeah I almost do
Yeah I almost
Do something I'll regret
Can't believe I haven't yet
What if you're almost over it
So I don't

But I almost drive
Down your street just to see if you're home
And I almost call
Just to see if you're sleeping alone
But I don't 'cause I
I just can't help but wonder if it would it hurt less
If you thought that
I couldn't care less
Or if you knew that
I don't show up out of the blue saying I still love you
Yeah I know what I shouldn't do
But I almost do
Yeah I almost do