Not The Same

You tore me up and you spit me out
Got a sour taste in my mouth
Hate what you done, why would you run from me
I woulda tried, I coulda done something
I can't breathe, I just bleed
I just wanna become victorious
I feel the pain of a thousand warriors
Sick of the pain you be bringing me daily
I cannot sleep, nobody can save me
Rowing this boat with nobody around
Can't stay afloat, I think I'ma drown
Drown, drown
Pick the pieces up off of the ground
You calling my phone but I don't hear a sound
It's silent, I call your name and you wouldn't know where to be found
I'm losing it, I'm freaking out
You loved me then but you hate me now
I pick up the bottle to cope with the pain
I am not the same

The blood tears through my veins
And I can't feel the change
My heart will never beat again
I don't think this pain will end
I am not the same

I am not the same
I am not to blame
This is what you hate me for
I am not the same no more
I am not the same

I was never an asshole, I'm mad though
Get you whatever you asked for, I'm that dope
A nice guy, ready to fight my own friends for ya (what)
But you wouldn't let me in the same bed as ya (what)
Fuck that, with a stick sideways up your ass cheeks
That's weak, go sit in the backseat of some car
With some dude, get nude
Let him and his friends go run a damn train on you
One of my best songs, you better catch on
Stress I'm a mess with a Teflon vest on
Dude's out here want some, come get some
I am not afraid, I will fucking wreak them
I am not afraid of you, you or him
I'll chew through your skin
Like you dudes again
Waiting to rap this, I practice
Sobbing every single damn night on my mattress
Asking God for the strength to do this music
Get abusive, just lose it
Oh shit
You're gonna see my dark side
You're gonna feel my pain
You're gonna see those sparks fly
You're gonna see I've changed
Cause I am not the same
Let's get it, uh

The blood tears through my veins
And I can't feel the change
My heart will never beat again
I don't think this pain will end
I am not the same

I am not the same
I am not to blame
This is what you hate me for
I am not the same no more
I am not the same

I'm drowning in the darkness
I feel the change in the wind
I'm slowly sinking
I'm going down
I'm going down, down again

I am not the same, I am not the same
(No more, no more, no more, no)
I am not the same, I am not the same
(No more, no more, no more, no)
I am not the same, I am not the same
(No more, no more, no more, no)
I am not the same, I am not the same
(No more, no more, no more, no)
No more