Mary Z

(album: Yarn - 2018)

There came a point in my life, when I became really sad
I used to be so afraid that nothing would change
So I ran to the wall, climbing, hoping I'd fall
And I mean it, I mean it that I will finally change

I had that look in my eye, that night I finally died
I said that everything's scary, and people will change
They leave bodies in ditch, they love quivering lips
They love violence and terror. God, I hope you don't change

You're so lovely, while I'm so ugly
And you say softly, that you don't want me
It's easy to pick up, you'll never grow up
Easy to break up, my life is broken now
Lay down, break for I build my house
On my own hill, without you all

There came a point in your life, when you became really sad
You used to be so afraid that nothing would change
So you ran to the wall, climbing, hoping you'd fall
And I mean it, I mean it that I will finally change

You had that look in your eye, the night I finally died
You said that everything's scary, and people will change
They leave bodies in ditch, they love quivering lips
I love violence and terror. God, I hope I don't change

You're so lovely, while I'm so ugly
And you say softly, that you don't want me
It's easy to pick up, you'll never grow up
Easy to break up, my life is broken now
Lay down, break for I build my house
On my own hill, without you all

Hang with the good girls, never with the bad ones
Sleep with the hot guys, never with the nice ones
Base all my choices off of my friendships
Wear lots of makeup, don't think they notice
I am the anger, I am the motive
I am the trigger, I am the bullet
I am the Mary, I am the Zoloft
I am the last call, I am the one off

Hang with the good girls, never with the bad ones
Sleep with the hot guys, never with the nice ones
Base all my choices off of my friendships
Wear lots of makeup, don't think they notice
I am the anger, I am the motive
I am the trigger, I am the bullet
I am the Mary, I am the Zoloft
I am the last call, I am the one off