Lorazepam

(album: Like A House On Fire - 2020)

I'm not an addict, I just sometimes fucking hate myself
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
I'm not a victim, I'm not lonely, and I'm doing well for myself
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
I drive a sports car, got a couple houses, fly first class
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
So why when I wake up and see my reflection, does it make me sick?

One, two, three, four

I don't care anymore, I've got a sickness in my soul
I'm on my shit again
I find it kinda funny being out of control
Feed me Lorazepam

My wife, she loves me, I've got friends who'd jump in front of a train
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
But every waking minute I'm tormented by my fucked up brain
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
Folks pay to meet me, take a photo, tell me I should smile
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
But all I wanna do is take a match and set this whole place on fire

I don't care anymore, I've got a sickness in my soul
I'm on my shit again
I find it kinda funny being out of control
Feed me Lorazepam

My parents sometimes try to reach me, but I never respond
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
Not really sure why I'm still pissed off, but it's part of my brand now
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
I've got no reason to, so tell me, why I feel like shit?
I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore
Lucky for me, I'm pretty good at acting like I've got a hold on this

One, two, three, four

I don't care anymore, I've got a sickness in my soul
I'm on my shit again
I find it kinda funny being out of control
Feed me Lorazepam

I'm not an addict, I just sometimes fucking hate myself
Every waking minute I'm tormented by my fucked up brain
I've got no reason to, so tell me, why I feel like shit?
All due offense, I don't feel bad if I push you away