Monday

Yeah
I been waiting on you my whole life
Someone like you right by my side
Got me caught up on a Monday
You said you might love me someday
Said you'd meet me on the runway
You were never gonna love me, no way
No way

She said, "I'm leaving this time, you were never gonna try
I don't wanna hear your lies, I don't want you in my life"
Look, I know I said some stuff, you don't think I'm good enough
Girl, there ain't no better love, pour that bottle in my cup
Wish there never was an us, wonder why I take these drugs
Feel like I'm slipping up, crushing pillies into dust, yeah

La-la, la-la, la-la
Some days I feel like giving up, yeah
La-la, la-la, la-la
Ain't nobody I can trust

Maybe it's my fault that I been distant
Doctor told me don't mix all that liquor with prescriptions
Shut the fuck up, mind your business
I'll keep catching flights and they can keep on catching feelings
Screaming na-na, na-na, na-na
I made it through darkness once or twice
I'm singing la-la, la-la, la-la
I can't give up, I know I gotta fight

Please don't fuck with my vibe
I been up since last night
Fill my cup with more ice
I'm running through these red lights
I feel like something's not right

I guess I'll never get a say
But I ain't never been afraid
Got memories I can't erase
Obsessed with checks and getting paid
Don't ever question my name
You'll never step in my lane
There's pent up stress in my brain
Depression sets, I feel drained
Regressive, yes I'm not saying
But I manifest without gain, I'm saying

La-la, la-la, la-la
Some days I feel like giving up, yeah
La-la, la-la, la-la
Ain't nobody I can trust