Wish

(album: Vampires In The Daylight - 2019)

I'll never know why we fell apart
I thought we had such a good thing
Don't have to see me if that's what you want
I'm so confused when it comes to your heart

Later on, maybe we'll talk about it
And no doubt it will be awkward and strange
And in the end, one of us will be heartbroken
And I'll be wishing, still wishing

Wish I was the one
(I wish I was the one)
Wish I meant anything to you now
Wish I was the one
(I wish I was the one)
Wish I was the only one you ever wanted

Always suspected I was unworthy
It's no surprise you see me that way
Ashes to ashes, if that's all it was
Still fucks me up when I think about us

Later on, I'll tell you that it's all good
Who am I to stand in your way?
Maybe someday I'll run into you somewhere
And I'll be quietly dying inside

(I wish I was the one)
Wish I meant anything to you now
Wish I was the one
(I wish I was the one)
Wish I was the only one you ever wanted

Still wish I was the one
Still wish I was
Still wish I was
Still wish I was
Still wish I was
Wish I was the one

Still wish I was
Still wish I was
Still wish I was
(I wish I was the one)

Wish I meant anything to you now
Wish I was the one
(I wish I was the one)
Wish I was the only one you ever wanted
Still wish I was the one
Still wish I was
Still wish I was
(I wish I was the one)
Still wish I was
Still wish I was
(Still wish I was the one)
Still wish I was
Still wish I was
Still wish I was
Still wish I was