September 9 (Pretend)

(album: Sad Girls Club - 2018)

Can we go back to that night and pretend it never happened
I still find it hard to sleep sometimes that's why I'm asking
I keep seeing you with that look up in your cara
Wondering why I came back cause pa ti ya no era nada
Gotta confess even though it's been a minute
My mind keeps on playing it back so I relive it
I wish I could let it go and forget about the pain
Close my eyes and remember baby doll you got his name
It ain't that easy to forget though
Cause every time I look at you I just can't let go
You said you're sorry and I get it but please try to understand
See, wish you would've acted different when you saw me

Can we pretend like it never happened
And that you never said those words
(Que nunca dijiste nada)
Can we pretend that you'll never leave me
And that I'll always be your girl
(Y que yo siempre seré tuya)
Can we pretend that you really love me
Silence the voices in my head
(Aunque tengas que mentirme)
Can we pretend that you'll stay forever
Promised my heart that's what you said
(Por vida, te acuerdas vida mia?)

You said you didn't want me every time I tried to touch you
You kept pulling away I was there but there without you
Tryna understand in the middle of the night
But every time I asked a question you would want to start a fight
You wanted me gone but I kept trying to hold on
Saying that we'd be okay but you said that I was wrong
I cried so much for you but you didn't even care
Can I at least know why you treated me unfair?
What had I done to you, cause you made me feel like nothing
I know it's in the past but the past turned into something
If only you could answer all the questions in my mind
Maybe then I could move on and not keep tripping on that time

Can we pretend like it never happened
And that you never said those words
(Que nunca dijiste nada)
Can we pretend that you'll never leave me
And that I'll always be your girl
(Y que yo siempre seré tuya)
Can we pretend that you really love me
Silence the voices in my head
(Aunque tengas que mentirme)
Can we pretend that you'll stay forever
Promised my heart that's what you said
(Por vida, te acuerdas vida mia?)

Guess I should be careful what I'm asking you for
Cause if you say the wrong thing I'd probably hurt some more
But I can't keep going on without knowing for sure
Why you treated me that way to you it seems like a blur
All I want is reassurance it won't happen again
Although we can't say for sure let's at least play pretend
Can you just lie to me, tell me this is always and forever
And no one could ever change the way you feel about me never again

Can we pretend like it never happened
And that you never said those words
(Que nunca dijiste nada)
Can we pretend that you'll never leave me
And that I'll always be your girl
(Y que yo siempre seré tuya)
Can we pretend that you really love me
Silence the voices in my head
(Aunque tengas que mentirme)
Can we pretend that you'll stay forever
Promised my heart that's what you said
(Por vida, te acuerdas vida mia?)