Dont Go

(album: Sad Girls Club - 2018)

I wish I could stop thinking about you for just a second
And pick up all of the pieces of myself cause it's been hectic
I find myself awake ever since the night you left me
Trying not to think of you with somebody else already
And it's been fucking me, it's been messing with every thought I have of you
I don't wanna be alone like this away from you
And every time the phone rings I'm hoping that it's you
Maybe you done changed your mind and you want me back with you
Will you tell me that you love me baby all over again
And you want me back home so that we can play pretend
That you never meant anything you said, that you were playing
That you were fucked in the head cause without me you're hearts failing
Don't go

You say you want me to forget you
But it ain't easy boy I've tried
And even though I put up with your lies
I feel so lost without you. Don't go
Deep in my heart I know
I'm gonna have to say goodbye
And it ain't easy boy I've tried
My heart's breaking without you. Don't go

I've tried to numb the pain away with anything I could
If I could take back the love that I gave you I would
So that maybe this wouldn't hurt so bad and it'd be over
But I left you with everything I had when I was sober
Now I'm drowning, I'm drifting, trying to find somebody new
Somebody who can give me the things that I wanna get from you
Someone who can straight up, replace you
But I have so many things I wanna tell you
I just want you back pa' que negarlo si tu bien lo sabes
Me dicen que te deje pero en que cabeza cabe
Si ellos saben cuánto sufro por tu amor porque te quiero
Y todo el miedo que ahora siento al perderte y es en serio
Don't go

You say you want me to forget you
But it ain't easy boy I've tried
And even though I put up with your lies
I feel so lost without you. Don't go
Deep in my heart I know
I'm gonna have to say goodbye
And it ain't easy boy I've tried
My heart's breaking without you. Don't go

I'm really trying to understand why you feel this way about me now
How you can say you love me yesterday but not right now
Please don't go, can you stay a little longer
While I figure out what the hell to do and become stronger
Cause I'm losing it, I don't know life without you but I'm learning
And I promise I'll be okay but this happened too quickly
Please hold on (please hold on), I'm just tryna understand
How I could unlove a man but it's killing me
Please help me I know this would be easy if I hated you
And even though you're acting like someone I never knew
I can't bring myself to hating you, my heart ain't ready
To let go, I can't stop loving you, just wish you loved me too

You say you want me to forget you
But it ain't easy boy I've tried
And even though I put up with your lies
I feel so lost without you. Don't go
Deep in my heart I know
I'm gonna have to say goodbye
And it ain't easy boy I've tried
My heart's breaking without you. Don't go