Unavailable

(album: New Beginnings - 2020)

And you're not available
Tell me all the things that you wanna know
Don't know why I couldn't let you go
When you're sad, you're sad, you're sad, you're sad
And I'm not available
Couldn't tell you what you just wanna know
You don't know why I can't let you go
I told you it's not that easy, I'm not leaving, ayy

Breaking down, breaking down
I've been feeling this for weeks now
Can't keep count
I feel like I'm getting weak now
So speak out
You've been silent and I need sound
I need sound
I don't know why I fall for someone like you (Somebody, yeah)
I hurt myself every time but try to fight through (I can't fight, yeah)
Can't seem to keep you off my mind when we fight too
Don't know what I might do
You got the type of mood that always goes and let's me down again (Oh, no)
And all I really needs a friend (I just need a friend, yeah)
So why won't you just let me in, let me in (Just let me in, just let me in, just let me in)

And I just try to tell myself I'm fine (I'm alright)
And you just try to tell yourself your fine (I'll be alright)
And we just try to think we'll be alright (We'll be alright)
But we don't say so we're unavailable

And you're not available
Tell me all the things that you wanna know
Don't know why I couldn't let you go
When you're sad, you're sad, you're sad, you're sad
And I'm not available
Couldn't tell you what you just wanna know
You don't know why I can't let you go
I told you it's not that easy, I'm not leaving, ayy

I don't ever want to believe you'll go away
And you don't ever want to believe I'll leave one day
But we don't ever talk to each other so we'll stay
Quiet and distant and unavailable

And you're not available
Tell me all the things that you wanna know
Don't know why I couldn't let you go
When you're sad, you're sad, you're sad, you're sad
And I'm not available
Couldn't tell you what you just wanna know
You don't know why I can't let you go
I told you it's not that easy, I'm not leaving, ayy