Bad For Me

(album: An Invitation To An Alternate Reality - 2019)

I've been staring here for days at the Hollywood sign
I've been drowning in my thoughts drinking red red wine
The sun goes down and the moon comes up
Trying to find a way not to fuck it all up
I've been running from the herd, running way too long
I've been searching for the words, but they all sound wrong
When you love comes running it's when my heart shuts up
I'm trying to find a way not to fuck it all up

Danger danger
She feels like a stranger
I don't wanna change her
But I can't let her go

The lies I tell myself
Cover up the truth you tell me
And I can't get out of my own way
Yeah I can't get out of my own way
I stutter when I ask for help
Stumbling when you're around me
But I can't get out of my own way
Yeah I can't get out of my own way

I'm bad for me
Bad for me

Now it's time to forget shots to the head
Dancing on the bar now I'm laying alone in this bed
It feels like I am mentally ill
What have looked great in this state like it looks to kill

Danger danger
She feels like a stranger
I don't wanna change her
But I can't let her go

The lies I tell myself
Cover up the truth you tell me
And I can't get out of my own way
Yeah I can't get out of my own way
I stutter when I ask for help
Stumbling when you're around me
But I can't get out of my own way
Yeah I can't get out of my own way

I'm bad for me
Bad for me
I'm bad for me
Bad for me

The lies I tell myself
Cover up the truth you tell me
And I can't get out of my own way
Yeah I can't get out of my own way
I stutter when I ask for help
Stumbling when you're around me
But I can't get out of my own way
Yeah I can't get out of my own way

I'm bad for me
Bad for me
I'm bad for me
Bad for me