Killing Me

(album: Nico Santos - 2020)

I don't know what to do
With myself without you
I've been lost out in the dark since you've been gone
Used to talk through it all
Now I talk to a wall
Only asking myself, "Where did I go wrong?"

I know I should go on and get on with my life without you
I wish I could go on my own, but I never know how to
I know I should not write a song if a song is about you
But still I do it, 'cause I don't make sense without you

It's killing me, it's killing me
All the maps that I drew lead me right back to you
It's killing me, 'cause now I see
All the things that I do don't make sense without you
Ahh-ahh, ahh-ahh-ahh
Yes I don't make sense without you
Ahh-ahh, ahh-ahh-ahh
Yes I don't make sense without you

And now the lie is the truth
And I try not to move
I don't wanna chase the memory away
I've been using my time
Only losing my mind
Guess the day you went away I went insane

I know I should go on and get on with my life without you
I wish I could go on my own, but I never know how to
I know I should not write a song if a song is about you
But still I do it, 'cause I don't make sense without you

It's killing me, it's killing me
All the maps that I drew lead me right back to you
It's killing me, 'cause now I see
All the things that I do don't make sense without you
Ahh-ahh, ahh-ahh-ahh
Yes I don't make sense without you
Ahh-ahh, ahh-ahh-ahh
Yes I don't make sense without you

So many ways a heart's gonna break
And now I don't know what to do
I'm too afraid of the mess that you made
'Cause I don't make sense without you
It's killing me, it's killing me
All the maps that I drew lead me right back to you
It's killing me, 'cause now I see
I don't know what to do with myself without you

It's killing me, it's killing me
All the maps that I drew lead me right back to you
It's killing me, 'cause now I see
All the things that I do don't make sense without you
Ahh-ahh, ahh-ahh-ahh
Yes I don't make sense without you
Ahh-ahh, ahh-ahh-ahh
Yes I don't make sense without you