C'est La Vie

(album: C'est La Vie - 2020)

I'm sick of spending all these days
Looking for some nepenthe
Like atelophobic and solivagant
How could I believe in magic
When we all feel so alone
And only try to survive for redamancy?

I'm pacing downtown everynight
And everyone's giving advice
But no one really seems to give a shit
So who's gonna...
Who's gonna be my catharsis
And get me outside of my head
When I'm one breath away from drowning?

Guess I been wasting time as it's wasting me
Nicotine in the veins
A thousand wishes hanging on my lip tips
How could I believe in magic
When we are all so alone
And only try to survive all the things we feel?

Surfing on liberosis
Don't wanna know if I still bleed
Just wanna feel like dust in the winds
Let me drown in velleities
Don't wanna know if I still breathe
Just wanna feel the light on my face

No one will ever try to break the silence
When it's burning out my conscience
When it's running every inch of my mind

Here, even just to feel is complex
But I wanna try and dare
Take a moment to admire the world