Life's A Bitch

(album: Pity Party - 2019)

I think I'm losing my mind
I've seen this shit a thousand times
Life's a bitch then you die
Tell me why I should even try
No sleep, ready for the grind homie always
Living dreams, bouncing back, Hollywood and Broadway
Long nights, try to keep it short its been a long day
Sprinting for the finish hoping I don't run the wrong way

I've seen this shit before, I've seen this shit before
When you gotta grip they split and hit the door
Then try to wish you well when you get what you wishing for
On the real, I don't give the attention that you fishing for
Aye, take a shot at me I promise that you didn't score
Aye, they always on your ass till everybody kissing yours
Aye, my chest is bulletproof I don't need ammunition for
Aye, shit that's working out that's what I'm in condition for
Aye, the further that I get the more this shit ain't what it seems
Put in a hundred thousand hours then made that on streams
Started with a dollar and I tried to put it towards a dream
Nobody ever warned me that I had to take it to extremes
Left for dead its that or read nobody ever calling
These women stay distracting me you know that I ain't falling
They tryna have me babies man I had menopause em
Shit it's just another skeleton I'm adding to the closet
Damn

I think I'm losing my mind
I've seen this shit a thousand times
Life's a bitch then you die
Tell me why I should even try
No sleep, ready for the grind homie always
Living dreams, bouncing back, Hollywood and Broadway
Long nights, try to keep it short its been a long day
Sprinting for the finish hoping I don't run the wrong way

Something tells me that I should try to find some closure
Does that make me a criminal?
That I don't wanna feel invisible?
The monsters inside my head are here I smell the odor
They make me feel invincible
When my life ain't feeling livable

I think I'm losing my mind
I've seen this shit a thousand times
Life's a bitch then you die
Tell me why I should even try
No sleep, ready for the grind homie always
Living dreams, bouncing back, Hollywood and Broadway
Long nights, try to keep it short its been a long day
Sprinting for the finish hoping I don't run the wrong way

Wrong way
Hollywood and Broadway
It's been a long day
I went the wrong way