Nightlife

(album: Home - 2013)

I left it to chance; I never should've let this get so far out of hand
But I'll do anything to not be alone 'cause when I'm alone you know
I can easily fall back into old habits that I thought I'd left behind
And they rip me apart and I realize

I don't feel love, I'd have to lie
Take everything and keep it inside
I know I'm sick and I'm not right
I'm so fucking tired of living this life
I made for myself, I'm sorry that I
Cannot get past what keeps me away from the light
I hope this explains my problem to you
Because I feel like this every night

Don't wanna be like this, anxious and angry or hopeless and sad all the time
Unable to get back the feeling I lost somewhere along the line
I wear it all on my sleeve and everyone sees no matter how hard I try
I've never felt worse in my whole life

I don't feel love, I'd have to lie
Take everything and keep it inside
I know I'm sick and I'm not right
I'm so fucking tired of living this life
I made for myself, I'm sorry that I
Cannot get past what keeps me away from the light
I hope this explains my problem to you
Because I feel like this every night

(After night)
Feel like this every night
(After night)
Feel like this every night
(After night)
Feel like this every night
(After night)
Feel like this every night

(Night after night)
Feel like this every night
(Night after night)
Feel like this every night
(Night after night)
Feel like this every night
(Night after night)
Every single night