H8 Myself

(album: Lost Boy - 2020)

Lost inside your messy head
Paranoid inside your bed
Face down on me when I'm at my weakest
Too fucked up so I couldn't see it
I lose control of me

I hate myself, I wanna change
This loneliness got the best of me
I need to find another way to stop this pain I have today
I hate myself, I wanna change
This loneliness got the best of me
I need to find another way to stop this pain I have today

Be mine when I get weak
Laughing while you watch me bleed
Face down, fucked up
I'm tasting pavement
Wish I wasn't so fucking wasted
I lose control of me

I hate myself, I wanna change
This loneliness got the best of me
I need to find another way to stop this pain I have today
I hate myself, I wanna change
This loneliness got the best of me
I need to find another way to stop this pain I have today

I hate myself, I wanna change
This loneliness got the best of me
I need to find another way to stop this pain I have today
I hate myself, I wanna change
This loneliness got the best of me
I need to find another way to stop this pain I have today