Never Know

(album: Bury Me With Dead Roses - 2019)

Yeah, mm
All this liquor in my system, drinking to myself
Funny how we say it numbs the pain
But deep inside we know it never helps (Never helps)
Lately I just don't know where to go
I just hope you ain't with somebody else (Somebody else)
Trying not to think about it now
Grab the bottle, drinking to myself (To myself)
I drink it to myself

Trying not to lose myself inside the emptiness
What gets me is the devils two step ahead of us, look
Sometimes I feel like there ain't no happiness left in us
I start to feel like this world it just isn't meant for us
They hate us, and they play us, and they breaking us down
They find the things we love and take away what we found
And the closest people to us drift away as we drown
Gave you all I ever had, don't run away from me now
I would've died for you, lived for you, I would have killed
I would've tried for you, hurt for you, I couldn't feel
Instead I lied to you
Now you gone and I'm tryna heal
But I'm so numb looking for something to feel

But I don't wanna waste time, you know I was there for you
Even though it takes time, you know that I cared for
If you needed anything, I would take the fall for you
Could've been my everything, could've gave it all to you
Would've gave it all to you

Yeah, they say that if you love it you should let it go, yeah
I used to think you were the one for me
But now I'll probably never know
Now I'm going through this pain again but I can never let it show
Hoping that the cycle changes, I would probably never know
Did this even matter to you? I will probably never know

But I don't wanna waste time, you know I was there for you
Even though it takes time, you know that I cared for
If you needed anything, I would take the fall for you
Could've been my everything, could've gave it all to you
Would've gave it all to you