Both To Blame

(album: Swan Song - 2021)

Who do you wanna be?
Who do you wanna be?
Who do you wanna be?
Who do you wanna be?

It never made much sense
I never gave you what you need
Grew a separate way most every day
But I'm happy that you left
And oh it hurt so good
I found solace in regret
And like half the time I'd weigh the crime like you left me your debt
I never thought you would
I never thought you'd pull away
In exchange I was thrown into a better place

(Who do you wanna be)
But I lived to break you
And I want to

To clear your name
We're both to blame
I left you alone with no one
I'm ashamed
It's killing me the things I said
It's so hard to see the clearest in the dread

It never made much sense
There was a wall you couldn't climb
And you failed to see your self-esteem is something you define
And all the good in you, was never my job here to find
So I stayed away so you could take the steps to realize
But I stayed
It robbed us every single day the way we through the things we knew would break
And now, through your hands
I wake the way that I was meant to be
With one who feeds me endlessly

So now, to clear your name
We're both to blame
I left you alone with no one
I'm ashamed
It's killing me the things I said
It's so hard to see the clearest in the dread

I could never put you before myself
You remember the way it made you feel
I was so low I couldn't pull this weight
So you cut through, left me to face my shame

To clear your name
We're both to blame
I left you alone with no one
I'm ashamed
It's killing me the things I said
It's so hard to see the clearest in the dread