Jisatsu

(album: At Ease - 2020)

Tell me something that I don't already know (Know)
Tell me that you need me bitch, tell me when to go
I was feeling nice but I lost my soul
And I bet you checked twice but you too fucking slow
Bitch don't hold up on my business, I was feeling on a roll
And I get that you love baking, but I could give a shit let's go
I got time but not that much so I'm always in a rush
Wasting all these fucking minutes, swear my time is gonna rust

Came from the dirt
I was born from the earth
I was torn since my birth
Bitch she liking all my girth
And I get you want this money but my family comes first
So like Gucci waka flocka on the 15th and the 1st
On the 1st
I was in my head feeling demons much worse
Sometimes I'm in bed and I feel I'm in a hearse
Ones I love truly wanna see me go berserk
I'ma make it happen, I'ma make it there

First off I was in the background
You were tryna jerk off
Now I'm getting paid wow
Damn this shit done paid off
I think you're a wack clown
I think you'll get laid off
See you in the background I'ma quit my day job
Yuh

So rack it up and then run it
I was in debt over my head but now all that shit is just crumblin
So many days wasted away but now I'm just pushing and pummeling
Don't hesitate my mental state grows like a fucking abundance

I keep trying crying
But my monsters inside dying

I can't take all this pain no way
Don't make me go crazy baby
I know you keep trying crying
But my monster's inside dying
You thought I was done
You tried to fucking run
I just needed help
Hope you can love yourself
I can't take all this pain no way
Don't make me go crazy, baby
I know you keep trying crying
But my monster's inside dying
I can't take all this pain no way
Don't make me go crazy baby
I just needed help
Hope you can love yourself