Stress + Depression (Fuck Me Up)

(album: No Longer Is This a Warning - 2019)

Stress, depression, fuck me up
Stress, depression, fuck me up
Stress, depression, fuck me up
Stress, depression, fuck me up

They say keep my head up
I'm so fed up I cannot decide
Whether not to go on
Or just call it quits and take my life
Problem after problem
Why the fuck can't I just make it right?
Late at night I lie awake
And wonder why am I alive?
Don't ask me if I'm okay
I'll just tell you lies
I swear I hate when they ask if I'm alright
Stuck inside the dark
No longer seek the light
I don't think that I will ever win this fight
My depression eating at me
Tired of pretending to be happy
My depression eating at me
Tired of pretending to be happy

Stress, depression, fuck me up
Stress, depression, fuck me up
Stress, depression, fuck me up
Stress, depression, fuck me up

Everything you see is a facade
Dead inside but no one really seem to give a fuck
Gave my wrist a cut, but back then I was outta luck
Didn't bleed out, wasn't deep enough, I wish it was
Wanna lay down covered in my blood
Wondering to myself if I'm going down or up
Hell or heaven I don't give a mother fuck now
Makes no difference if I rise or if I'm dragged down

Stress, depression, fuck me up
Stress, depression, fuck me up
Stress, depression, fuck me up
Stress, depression, fuck me up