Still Standin'

(album: Na Fr. - 2020)

I know they say "out'a sight, out'a mind"
That shit gon' take a long time
And just put you down
Make it still standing, ya feel me?

Yeah (Cole, you stupid)
Forreal? No, forreal?
C'mon, forreal? Ayy
Hm-hm, no cap, 2020
New everything, yeah

Down so long, I forgot that up exist
I ask God, "Why do I even exist?"
Mad at God when I should've blamed myself
20's gone, time to focus on the next
30 years and I don't know what to expect
Took that long for me to see that I was blessed
2015, y'all just don't know how I felt
What that shit could do to someone's mental health
2019, Xanax almost took me out
Could've never got to see my daughter smile
Used to hold my childish ways, I put 'em down
No more self inflicting, let's just stick around
I got songs that I had put out in my name
Turn them records on a day I feel ashamed
This goes out to all the ones that's tryna change
Don't let anybody tell you that you can't
Yeah, not the same, changed man, stay on your grind
New commandments, giving up? Ayy, that's a sin
Times was hard, I been through it all
I did not understand though, look at God
We got through it all, still here, still standing

Real life (Yeah, forreal)
Made it out the bottom but this shit don't feel right
Yeah, I just been going through forreal
I just been going through truth be told
Swear this boy turn to the man at the end of the road
Platinum plaques, it got a million records sold
[?] that's how it go
Found out everything glitter ain't

Pick up gains, I'm in L.A fitness finished on my tram next, yo
Still standing like it ain't no seats left, yo, I'm a clean mess
With this pimping I could sell a bit like I don't need sex
And I mean that, yeah, King Kong when he beat his chest
You know in the school of hard knocks, ain't no teachers pet
In the ocean I'm a shark though, I don't need no breath
I just made it to the next level, I ain't see no steps, yeah
That boy ain't pay his dues, you know he in debt, yeah
I be wide awake at night like I don't need my rest
[?], man, rolling up with cookies, Keebler elf
I'm so used to doing shit alone, don't need no help, no
Only competition I see is me and myself
Just spent a G on my belt, why would I be on a shelf?
Can't see no one else, shoot the 3 like I'm Tony Delk
Sometimes I think being lonely helps

Real life
Made it out the bottom but this shit don't feel right
Yeah, I just been going through forreal
I just been going through truth be told
Swear this boy turn to the man at the end of the road
Platinum plaques, it got a million records sold
[?] that's how it go
Found out everything glitter ain't