Pretend

(album: There's Only Being Yourself - 2020)

Sorry I'm late I didn't wanna come
To the function
If you can relate, I guess I'm not the only one here
Who'd rather be alone right now
Right back where I started
Stuck in my own way
Passenger has departed

Man I feel so (ugh) lonely at the party
I lost all my friends
Yeah I'm far far away
(I don't wanna I don't wanna speak, ugh)
I wanna get out of my body
Tell me why
I, feel so outta place

It's a special occasion
And I just wanna dance & smile politely
I'm bad at small conversation
Maybe there's something wrong with me
But man it seems to get worse with time
I can't be myself anymore
Wait I had something to say
(Did you have something on your mind)
But I just all dropped my words on the floor
(Shit, it happens all the time)

Man I feel so (ugh) Lonely at the party
I lost all my friends
Yeah I'm far far away
(I don't wanna I don't wanna speak, somethings wrong)
I wanna get out of my body
Tell me why
I, feel so outta place

I'm so lonely at this party
Don't know why I do this to myself
I feel tight in my body

Tell me where did all my friends go?
I just wanna pretend

I'm in a deep bout of depression
Bad at making first impressions
Hard to hold eye contact with you
For more than a couple seconds
I'm in existential crisis
While you ask me how my life is
You?

Tell me where did all of my friends go?