Blindfold

(album: B-Sides & Rarities Vol.9 [2017-2020] - 2021)

I shouldn't deserve you
(Yo)
Whatever that means

Persistence, demeanor mirrors my intentions
If I ever feel like leaping off the cliff I'll go the distance
Just ripped the jigsaw piece like "how the kid supposed to fit in?"
Blissfully, I don't feel the need to yield to your conditions
You've molded me, you've scolded me, you've told me where to walk
Been cold to me, never emboldened me, you've called me soft
Try rip the soul from me, you've sold me fear and told me off
Filled me with phobias, the truth you'd hold is mobius
But you ain't ever show me love so I'm convinced now you ain't got none
You aim to herd a bunch of sheep, well now you've lost one
Gunning for the hills
And I'm running from myself
No matter how much you gon' try convince me otherwise
For real, I'm not the enemy (I'm not)
I've got the remedy inside that you embed in me
Approach as I attempt, you try to pry, but I won't let it be
(Uh, yeah, uh)
Won't let you disrespect me when it's mine
And you are but an energy that I intend to leave behind

Bright light
Bitch I be by myself
You despise my style
You's the hive mind
Still, I don't mind my life being finite
As long as I guide myself with my hindsight
Yeah, bright light
Bitch I be by myself
You despise my style
You's the hive mind
Still, I don't mind my life being finite
As long as I guide my (as long as I guide my)

Look, I've lost signal in this cockpit so at last I can't think clearly (Uh)
Sick of rationalizing all your flaws
I won't let you get near me (Uh)
I'm the one that calls the shots (Uh huh)
And unless I ask for comments
You can keep your awful thoughts (Please)
Couldn't care less if you're honest; thanks a lot (No)
You act like I'm invisible (Uh)
I know that I'm invincible (Uh)
And all I do is remind myself there's no point in convincing (No)
Fuck if this shit makes sense to you
A carbon bag of crimson soup
It's sensible I catch you out beyond my mental centrifuge (Hah)
It's your fault, rhyme to remind you of it (Yeah)
Oftentimes appear regretful but inside you kinda love it
Bet you got a kick out of fucking me up along with others (Yeah)
Power tripping off the same behavior that you often suffered
You couldn't break the cycle (No)
I don't think you even tried
You was scared to share your feelings
Envy me, now speak your mind
You're a piece of shit, but I'm a piece of shit I redefine
When they close my eyes I marvel at the scenery inside (side)
Yeah

-by myself
You despise my style
You's the hive mind
Still, I don't mind my life being finite
As long as I guide myself with my hindsight
Yeah, bright light
Bitch I be by myself
You despise my style
You's the hive mind
Still, I don't mind my life being finite
As long as I guide myself with my hindsight
Yeah