If I Die

(album: Access Denied - 2021)

Where the fuck you been? Why you not answering?
My anxiety is kicking in
You about to catch an essay
Man, this nigga really fucked me off
'Bout to drive by your hood
Paint the town red for the wood
Boy, I really wish you never woulda
Gimmie that stroke 'cause you know what it do to me

Fuck me up on a daily
Got me sitting here looking looking crazy ah
You don't even know what you did
Yeah mmm

Fuck it, feels right
When it's real it's toxic, and I like it
Ay, fuck it tonight
If I die I die, baby, take my life

Really know what's up
I been down and up
Sliding in and out of your love
You're the one that fucks me up
Tie me up, it's cuffing season
Hands on my neck, play rough
Got no shame, no none
Fuck it up, fuck it up

Losing all my handle, all my plans are cancelled
Just so you feel special
Little sentimental
Guess you didn't get the memo
You been on bullshit, I been on some real shit
You and I are scandalous
Thought that I could handle us
Think I been too generous

There ain't no debating, I ain't gotta fake it
If the sex basic
I be tryna dodge that shit like the fucking Matrix
I am not a placeholder
Treat it nasty like a main hoe
But I understand just how the game go
I play it like a band, selling out the arena

Fuck it, feels right
When it's real it's toxic, and I like it
Ay, fuck it tonight
If I die I die, baby, take my life

Really know what's up
I been down and up
Sliding in and out of your love
You're the one that fucks me up
Tie me up, it's cuffing season
Hands on my neck, play rough
Got no shame, no none
Fuck it up, fuck it up

Really know what's up
I been down and up
Sliding in and out of your love
You're the one that fucks me up
Tie me up, it's cuffing season
Hands on my neck, play rough
Got no shame, no none
Fuck it up, fuck it up