Looked Up

(album: Sand Castles - 2022)

I was weak
I was shaking
And losing my mind
Sick and tired of not getting
What I was trying to find
So broken and hopeless
Like dying inside
Had to let it all go

Then I looked up and there you were
Just like you promised you would be
When I looked up
Woah oh
Woah oh
Woah oh
When I looked up

Looking back at all the things I did
All I can do is shake my head
I wasted so much time
Tangled up in elaborate lies
Destroying everything I touch
Worst of all I broke your trust
But you were there to clean my scrapes and cuts
And I'm sorry

I was weak
I was shaking
And losing my mind
Sick and tired of not getting
What I was trying to find
So broken and hopeless
Like dying inside
Had to let it all go

Then I looked up and there you were
Just like you promised you would be
When I looked up
Woah oh
Woah oh
Woah oh
When I looked up

All those nights you sat alone
Waiting on me to come crawling home
I was wrong, yeah, I'm to blame
I'm not strong enough to do the same
Begging and pleading
My excuses and reasons
You were cleaning up my mess
While I was sweating and freezing
You had a right to leave

I was weak
I was shaking
And losing my mind
Sick and tired of not getting
What I was trying to find
So broken and hopeless
Like dying inside
Had to let it all go

Then I looked up and there you were
Just like you promised you would be
When I looked up
Woah oh
Woah oh
Woah oh
When I looked up