Never Had Shit / Feels

(album: Father Figure 2: Flourish - 2017)

Look, I ain't never had shit
I always wanted more, though
I was a little badass
Nappy roots with the cornrows
Papa used to work his ass off
So he could buy me more clothes
All my friends into high fashion
We could barely afford those
Mama said it'll all come
If we leave it up in God's hands
But the thing about God's plans
They don't work like Raj's plans
Raj move like a NASCAR
Raj move like an earthquake
Lately I've been on one
I'm on one 'till the wheels break

'Cause I ain't never had shit
We ain't never had shit
Forgive me, I been doing bad shit
I ain't never had shit
We ain't never had shit
Forgive me, I been doing bad shit
'Cause we ain't never had shit
We ain't never had shit

Look, ay
We swing cars and hands where I'm from
If he don't swing back he might have guns
Drink that whiskey like I'm OD
I'm just my grandpappy's grandson
Nowadays we gon' hoop in Jordans
We came a long way from And 1's
Nowadays everybody brainwashed
Dress like they all shop at PacSun
Bless my mom 'cause every Christmas
She made sure we always had some
She make sure there's food on my plate
My fat ass ate every last crumb
My pops gave me game about life
In hopes it would protect his black son
Fill my ears with all of that truth
Before I knew what the truth was
Oh, everything he said was right
Said a lot of your friends would be dead or in jail
But it didn't make sense 'till Devon died
Then they gave Funk 25 years to life
Bow my head in hopes that I'm living right
I pick it up, then I pick it up
We've been through too much
We ain't giving up

'Cause I ain't never had shit
We ain't never had shit
Forgive me, I been doing bad shit
I ain't never had shit
We ain't never had shit
Forgive me, I been doing bad shit
'Cause we ain't never had shit
We ain't never had shit

(Ey)
When I talk da phone
He keep telling me
Kill these niggas off (ey)
He been tellin me I should probably lay off that adderall (all)
Moxie Java got the city poppin but it pissed my daddy off (huh)
Soon you'll understand
Pops you made a man
Now I'm making hits see me blasing off higher than I did feel I'm fallin off
Where is the love when I need it
I feel the fake in the handshake
Stop saying things when you don't really mean it
Lately its all talk, I, don't really see it (eh)
I've been out the way staying to myself, saying to myself
I just need to feel something, feel something new
Just need to feel something, feel something new
Just need to feel something, feel something new
Just need to feel something, feel something for real

Feel something, feel something for real