Something Inside Of Me

(album: Afterglow - 2021)

It's like there's something inside of me
Something I can't see, but I feel
That there's something so dark in me
Pulling me to my knees
So that I can't sleep, I can't feel
It's like there's something inside of me

You say there's nothing about it
You can control all your feelings
Take a look in the mirror
Yes, your make up seems perfect
You say these problems are vanity
You'd never fall for delusion
But have you ever felt anxiety
When it's bursting all through you

Let me help you to know how it feels

It's like there's something inside of me
Something I can't see, but I feel
That there's something so dark in me
Pulling me to my knees
So that I can't sleep, I can't feel
It's like there's something inside of me

Yeah, yeah

I can not stand your ignorance
Can't stand your lack of respect
I hear you talking that bullshit
Over and over again
Tell me
Have you ever lost a friend you need?
Have you suffered from the pain you feel?
Were you ever blind to what is real?
Have you ever lost the will to live?
Have you lost the will to live?

It's like there's something inside of me
Something I can't see, but I feel
That there's something so dark in me
Pulling me to my knees
So that I can't sleep, I can't feel
(It's like there's something inside of me)

On the inside you're dead
On the outside just breathing
Everything that you want
Is to see yourself living
But what is done has been done
There is no way back to fix it
So there is something inside of you
Would you dare to admit it?

Fuck!
Would you dare to admit it?
Blegh
It's like there's something inside of me
Something I can't see

It's like there's something inside of me
Something I can't see, but I feel
That there's something so dark in me
Pulling me to my knees
So that I can't sleep, I can't feel
It's like there's something, it's fucking like there's something inside of me

Yeah, yeah