Never Was In Love

(album: MellowLOvation Music - 2023)

I thought for a while how to talk to you about
How I'm feeling
But it's really difficult for me to say this
Uh, but I gotta say it (listen)
Not so much now, but at first I was sure
We would work, if it turned for the worst
We would change it, we could save it (look)
It worked for a while then we both got lazy
You can't play the game if you gave up on training
My love for you was dangling on a string and barely hanging
And every day she talks about a job non-stop like I'm a lady
Really I just fantasize escaping like

I-I never really was in love
I-I never really was in love
I-I never really was in love with you
And I don't know how to say it

So much more than you see in TV
I couldn't think of where to start
It's not like I've cheating or scheming to leave
Looking forward to breaking your heart
Maybe it was my fault, maybe she'd be happier
If I tried relaxing cuz I'm always on edge
Maybe we could have some fun
Always been a happy drunk
Maybe all the love we used to have would come next
The drinking made us worse and me and her were getting crazy
Arguing, destroying shit we don't remember breaking (no)
We finally got to talk like grown adults and wipe the slate clean
Now she embracing how she really feel
She said I'll always be your baby
But inside she said she feel the same thing like

I-I never really was in love
I-I never really was in love
I-I never really was in love with you
And I don't know how to say it

I-I never really was in love
I-I never really was in love
I-I never really was in love with you
And I don't know how to say it

I-I (I-I)
I-I (I-I)
I-I (I-I)