Die Alone

(album: Quarter Life Crisis - 2023)

I'm wasting my time trying to find
Romance online
But it seems like love's meant to be
For everybody unless you are me

So maybe I'll die alone
Watching a film at home
Comparing myself to all the pretty people on my phone
Maybe that's how it ends
Just laying here in my bed
And telling myself, it's okay, I don't really care
It's nice to fall in love, but there's

Somebody for everybody
Nobody for me
Everybody's got somebody
I've got ADD
All my friends are making out
With people on the street
I just wanna get a taxi home
And go to sleep

No I don't know why
I can't seem to find
One person I like
And when I do, they don't like me back
Or I get the ick or they make me sad
Cause they're a fucking prick
The thought of flirting makes me sick

So maybe I'll die alone
Watching a film at home
Comparing myself to all the pretty people on my phone
Maybe that's how it ends
Just laying here in my bed
And telling myself, hey that's just life and life's not fair
I've tried to fall in love, but there's

Somebody for everybody
Nobody for me
Everybody's got somebody
I've got a TV
All my friends keep asking
Who I'm hiding in my sheets
I just have to tell them
Mario and Princess Peach

So you see
Maybe love wasn't meant for me
Maybe I'm just supposed to be
All alone for eternity
And that's okay
Because I don't have time to date
And I really don't believe in fate
So I've got no soulmate
And maybe that's for the best

Cause how are you supposed to connect
To people who are so complex, it gets lonely, yes
But at least I'm not deceiving myself
Believing I could never truly count on somebody else
To not let me down when shit gets real bad
You want me really have to take a look at my mom and dad
To know love isn't in my bones
And I don't mean to get hurt so I'm better off dying alone