Watching You

(album: Watching You - 2020)

I heard that you've found someone
Always knew you'd find someone
Got the message, knew what it said
I can't forget
I don't sleep, tangled up in the memory
Of you and me, not you and her
But for what's it worth
You know I'll always pick up your call
'Cause I'd rather have than nothing at all
I heard that you've found someone
Did you really find someone?

I'm too tired to pretend that last night didn't hurt
When you called me a friend
And it wouldn't be the first time you made me cry
You don't even know why
And I'm watching as you watching her
And I'm watching as you watching her

Many times we felt it
Came close for a minute
Wrong place, wrong time
You were almost mine
I don't sleep, next time, please don't tell me
Honestly, I wish I saw things differently

I'm too tired to pretend that last night didn't hurt
When you called me a friend
And it wouldn't be the first time you made me cry
You don't even know why
And I'm watching as you watching her
It's so hard to pretend when you ask me what I think
When she hurts you again
If I said it all, would I get all that I need
Or would you forget me?
And I'm watching as you watching her

Really gotta go
Wish I could stay
But I can't keep watching you, watching her, watching me
And everybody knows
That I feel this way
So I can't keep watching you, watching her, watching me

I'm too tired to pretend that last night didn't hurt
When you called me a friend
And it wouldn't be the first time you made me cry
You don't even know why
And I'm watching as you watching her
It's so hard to pretend when you ask me what I think
When she hurts you again
If I said it all, would I get all that I need
Or would you forget me?
And I'm watching as you watching her

And I'm watching as you watching her
And I'm watching as you watching her