Already Dead

(album: Watch Me - 2014)

I'm already dead
Uh, I wasted time
I'm already gone, uh
Said goodbye

Will we be the only one
Sulking in the sun
Taking it slowly?
And, if I'm not your only one
Then I'm done being your soulmate, ahh

Welcome to my world; a big ball of stress
Nevertheless, I am dressed for the occasion
Situation's complicated, I guess

Yes, it's all a mess
Everybody's always up in my shit
Bitches trip, throwing shit like a gymnast
And friendships end over shit, like I'm sea sick

Shit, is it something I said?
Something I did? Is it all in my head?
Why does this happen to happen to me?
Why can't I always be happy instead?

The only time I'm great's when I'm on the stage
Getting praise, raging like a beast trapped in a cage
Getting taunted with a raw stick-slap in the face
Going ape shit on the world, like I'm Planet of the Apes

And I know, and I know
And I know our own lie
This won't be forever
But I will, but I will
But I will survive...

I'm already dead
Uh, I wasted time
I'm already gone, uh
Said goodbye

Will we be the only one
Sulking in the sun
Taking it slowly?
And, if I'm not your only one
Then I'm done being your soulmate, ahh

Welcome to my hell; where no one should be
The place I go every time I'm on the phone
With my baby mama screaming at me

And this shit sucks, and I wanna give up
But I can't, and I won't
When the going gets tough

And it cuts to the core, like I swore to the gut
So I shove my feelings to the floor, and I run

Fuck, it's time to go
Yelling and screaming, you know how it goes
I'm always leaving, you blow up my phone
I'm tired of fighting and losing control

Damn, I'm a dad
I never said I'd make a good one, it's sad
It truly bothers I can't be a father
Because you hate me so much, I can't stand

And I know, and I know
And I know our own lie
This won't be forever
But I will, but I will
But I will survive...

I'm already dead
Uh, I wasted time
I'm already gone, uh
Said goodbye

Will we be the only one
Sulking in the sun
Taking it slowly?
And, if I'm not your only one
Then I'm done being your soulmate, ahh

If I'm supposed to be 'that man'
And I'm supposed to be 'that guy'
Then why the fuck am I stuck in a rut?
I'm a schmuck, motherfucker, and I should try

Huh? I should die?...
Bitch, and you wonder why
I never call it right, cause I'm always on the opposite side of the funk
In a die-or-form vibe

Alright, I admit it
I got a price, I get it
I'ma use a woman as a object, it's a problem
A continent's worth of honest living

I can't help it, though
It's in my face at every show
With the combination being raised in a place
When every woman bounced, just the way it goes

(Just the way it goes...) [x9]

Will we be the only one? (One, one, o-one)
(What?)
Just the way

Will we be the only one, one?
(Ahh)
Just the way

(Yeah, it's just the way it goes)
Just the way it goes [x3]
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's just the way it)
Just the way it goes, just the way it--Uh!...