Heavy

(album: Coping - 2021)

I don't know how to put things on ice
I got a headache
I talk in my sleep and say what I mean
But I can't seem to say it when anyone's listening
I don't know how to make things alright
I'm indecisive
I know you don't like that, I forget to eat
Sleep with my make-up on, called you, I got so drunk

Crashing your party with all of my sorrys
If you hate me, I hate me too, I know how I can be
It's making me anxious, don't know how to save this
If it's heavy for you, then it's heavier for me

I know you're tired of the shit I pull
But you still pull me through
I must've had my eyes closed
When I was hurting you
If it's heavy to you, then it's heavy for me too
I know you're tired of my highs and lows
But you still hold me
Ooh, I must've had my eyes closed
When I was hurting you
If it's heavy to you, then it's heavy for me too
But it's heavier for me without you

I don't know how to let you be right
I get defensive
Part of myself said she'd be better
But part of me's waiting for you to come get her

Crashing your party with all of my sorrys
If you hate me, I hate me too, I know how I can be
This can't be the way this goes
Why not be weightless? Oh
When it's heavy to you, then it's heavy for me
(If it's heavy for you, then let me know)

I know you're tired of the shit I pull
But you still pull me through
I must've had my eyes closed
When I was hurting you
If it's heavy to you, then it's heavy for me too
I know you're tired of my highs and lows
But you still hold me
Ooh, I must've had my eyes closed
When I was hurting you
If it's heavy to you, then it's heavy for me too
But it's heavier for me without you

But it's heavier for me without you
But it's heavier for me without you
If it's heavy for you, then let me know
But it's heavier for me without you