Reruns

(album: Coping - 2021)

Seven days a week I still miss you
How we'd stay up late watching reruns
I'd watch your reflection on the TV screen
I could see us falling in love
I was getting lost in the seasons, you'd already seen them
You been in and out of love with me since college
We did this often
I could see us but you couldn't

And now I can't even sleep if I'm honest
Get freaked out by the feeling of falling
Now it's over I'll get over it I promise
But until then, I replay the whole thing

I'm losing my mind, I just miss you
I can't find my keys, I can't leave
Without thinking of all the fucking places we've been to
What if I see you?
What if I see you?
Then I'd have to miss you in the same room
Get freaked out by the feeling that I'll lose you
Have to tell myself that I don't get to have you either way
I replay the whole thing

Over and over again
'Til it's over again
Over and over again
'Til it's over again

You never see it the same once you know how it ends
Reruns, reruns, and over again
You never see it the same once you know how it ends
Reruns, reruns, and over and I

Tell myself that I don't get to have you
Tell myself that I don't get to have you
Tell myself that I don't get to have you

Over and over again
I know how it ends
I know how it ends
But I replay the whole thing