i'm not okay

(album: monarch - 2022)

There's nothing you can do to stop it

[Sadeyes:]
I'm not okay
I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change
I'm not okay
I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change, I nene

[Lil Xtra:]
I'm still the same as I've been and it's getting boring
I'm not okay but I guess it's really not important
I hold myself back, too scared of moving on
I'm lying through my fucking teeth when I say nothing's wrong
There's nothing going on, I'm just too fucking shallow
I can't keep going on, afraid of my own shadow
It's every single day, too many fears to face
I just wanted you to know

[Sadeyes:]
I'm not okay
I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change
I'm not okay
I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change, I nene

[Nothing,nowhere.:]
Yeah, tryna find beauty in the pain
Tired of feeling blue and seeing rain
Need to find a way to rearrange
Always keep on saying I'ma change, right (Huh? Right, ha)
Thought that I would 've been better by now
Part of me's stuck and it's pulling me down
I wanted to change but I didn't know how
So why can't I get out the way?
All the things that I wanted to say
Let me go and forget my name, my name

[Sadeyes:]
I'm not okay
I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change
I'm not okay
I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change, I nene

Some man will get the atomic bomb
And, um, just blow the world into oblivion