Lighthouse

(album: smile, and wave - 2017)

These days I find myself avoiding mirrors on the wall
I'm afraid to find out I'm not really here
It's safe to say I hadn't planned accordingly to stay
Stay afloat on troubled waters on my own

Is it too late to save this mess that I've made?
I'm wearing thin
It's pulling me under, can't help but wonder
Where I've been

Am I lost?
Invisible under my darkest cloud
I set sail into this hell
Will I find my way out?
I'm looking for a lighthouse
I'm looking for a lighthouse

I want to be so much more than what I am today
Planes shine the brightest now I'm done
I can never find the words to properly explain
What's missing in the girl that wants it all

Is it too late to save this mess that I've made?
I'm wearing thin
It's pulling me under, can't help but wonder
Where I've been

Am I lost?
Invisible under my darkest cloud
I set sail into this hell
Will I find my way out?
I'm looking for a lighthouse
I'm looking for a lighthouse

Am I lost?
Invisible under my darkest cloud (My darkest cloud)
I set sail into this hell
Will I find my way out? (Find my way out)
I'm looking for a lighthouse
I'm looking for a lighthouse