Afterparty

(album: Beautiful Disaster - 2021)

Left the afterparty without Molly and Charlie
Now I'm in my bed and I'm cooped up
Damn I'm feeling lonely, yeah, screwed up

There's a lot of pretty women on the dance floor
But I can't even see them 'cause I'm mad low
Why the fuck you telling me to dance for?
Can't you see I'm peaking in my fucking feelings, yeah
I just did a **** that I don't want
And if she looking for her man, then I don't know one
In a room full of people, I feel useless
They taking my anxiety for rudeness

Pain inside me (Holy water)
Girl just left me (Holy water)
Drugs don't work need (Holy water, holy water, holy water)
Wash my sins with (Holy water)
ACD need (Holy water)
Bless my drink with (Holy water, holy water)

Left the afterparty without Molly and Charlie
Now I'm in my bed and I'm cooped up, yeah
Damn I'm feeling lonely, yeah, screwed up, yeah
Left the afterparty without Molly and Charlie
Party till I'm dead, until I'm lonely, yeah
Welcome to my head, yeah, it's lonely, lonely, yeah

I just left the gutter, now I'm in the dirt
Yeah, I'm going crazy, put me in a hearse
Put me in the Earth, hit me where it hurts
Let me feel the burn, yeah
Off-white on my body, tie me to a brig
I ain't fucking with nobody, I don't give a shit
Yeah, bitch, you guessed it
Yeah, I got pain, I just suppress it
Oh shit, here we go again
Snakes and demons turn to friends
It's always been me and them, me and them
Oh shit, this ain't who I know
I just reached an all-time low
I think I'll always be alone, be alone

Pain inside me (Holy water)
Girl just left me (Holy water)
Drugs don't work need (Holy water, holy water, holy water)
Wash my sins with (Holy water)
ACD need (Holy water)
Bless my drink with (Holy water, holy water)

Left the afterparty without Molly and Charlie
Now I'm in my bed and I'm cooped up, yeah
Damn I'm feeling lonely, yeah, screwed up, yeah
Left the afterparty without Molly and Charlie
Party till I'm dead, until I'm lonely, yeah
Welcome to my head, yeah, it's lonely, lonely, yeah