Mental Issues

(album: Still Lost - 2017)

I just feel like...
Nobody really understands me you know?
It's like I constantly play this game in my head like I... I think I'm...
Good and and then I... I... I don't know...

I got mental issues, I don't what to call it
Ok I gotta couple screws loose inside my noggin
Shoutout to my dad for not using a condom
Cause now I'm a problem...

Imagine these rappers were tight
Mumble rap was just a gag at the mic
Back in the the lab they were actually tight
Counting stacks while getting a laugh at the hype
And these pill poppin rappers never dabble in vice
Sober and clean never sold crack in the night
Nice guys who rap tough but get dragged in fight
The type who won't stab but keep on grabbing a knife
I'm just babbling facts, hope you handle advice
Don't diss me, you don't wanna gamble your life
Yeah I'm rambling but you can tell I'm actually tight
Damn it I just might hit a dab to the right
Like I'm coming from the dance of the night
These things happen, cause I happen to write
I'm still standing, bitch I stand at a height
That you can't fathom, so just pass on the mic
No ones gunna get in my way cause I won't let you
Yeah you're sick but I am on another level
I don't like you and I'm not gunna pretend to
I gotta great life that I need to attend to
It's "fuck you" and the people rolling with you
I'm actually fine, you're the one with the issue
First time I do a show, I rage at the venue
And flex on my ex like the way I was meant to
I need Jennette McCurdy to fuck me
I wanted dirty sex with her since iCarly
We met at a meet and greet and it was lovely
She recognized me and I begged her to love me
You say I rap sad, I got one side that's ugly
Think I'm not savage, you must be a dummy
Got girls in different states there calling me hubby
Girl you'll get replaced if you start to get funny
It's about time I flex, I think that I deserve it
Been rapping for years barely scratching the surface
Been underground to long and now I'm emerging
Not stopping my music till Slim Shady heard it
I been crazy working on my daily urges
To give you nothing less than amazing verses
Get turnt at the club with the bottles you purchased
While I manifest every dream you been curving
That's real

I got mental issues, I cannot ignore this
Okay I could get help but I can't afford it
Shoutout to my mom for skipping the abortion
Your son will be enormous

Everybody from Higley High please listen up
Thank you for telling me I should give up
You partied I worked and finessed a buzz
How does it feel to get left in the dust
Funny how you girls keep hitting me up
Up in my DM's, like "when we gon' fuck"
Imma need you to get off of my nuts
The girls who curved me they turned into sluts
Don't say we're friends and don't wish me luck (aye)
I got my fans right here backing me up (uh)
I turned to music and you turned to drugs
Get a look, this is what sacrifice does
Tried to be nice but it wasn't enough
I think I like the person I've become
Fuck your advice, I listen to my gut
And it's telling me keep fuckin shit up
I got so much anger that's inside me
I just wanna end you
Everybody's so quick to judge me, but
Don't know what I been through
I've been locked all alone inside of my room
Showing the world what my pen do
I say whatever I feel I'm unapologetic
I give a fuck if I offend you
Fans writing me "Sik, I'm so sick of the booing
We wanna hear that raw bump in the trunk music"
I got this beat by homage and got right to it
I've been up all night just so I can write to it
Whys it feel like you don't realize that I'm human
I have feelings to and I feel Imma lose it
Got anger pent up, please don't tell me to cool it
I harnessed my emotions and then I use it, like
Oh my God, I think I'm, gunna show you more, than you can see
All my probs, in my mind, slow me down because they run deep
All this time, you thought I, was in my bed, but I can't sleep
All my life, I felt like, no one could truly love me...

Could truly love me...

Yeah...