Tear Me Apart

(album: Still Lost - 2017)

I have a past that tends to taunt me
I run from it, but it's exhausting
Call me psycho, at least you called me
Tell me, why am I falling?
Fall for you when I should be running
I hate every girl that I fall in love with
I gave you my heart, it's all for nothing
You tear me apart
You tear me apart
You tear me apart

You're everything that I need, everything that I needed
A future in us, and I'm too blind to see it
You tell me you love me, but I don't believe it
I go off my ex, and I make her the reason
Why me and you could never happily be in a relationship
We'd devalue a meaning
You're trying to fix broken, I'm hoping you seen
You can't put me together when I am in pieces
'Cause when I think of you, all I feel is numb
To my new girl, I know how to love
I'm paranoid, I'mma fuck it up
Our love void, putting trust in us
I got fucked over when I tried it once
Now my insecurities are leveled up
I always assume what's ahead of us
So, I leave you, knowing you're the one

I'm stuck inside a paradigm
Of not trusting those that step into my life
I will not suffer heartbreak a second time
And she asked why, and I replied

I have a past that tends to taunt me
I run from it, but it's exhausting
Call me psycho, at least you called me
Tell me, why am I falling?
Fall for you when I should be running
I hate every girl that I fall in love with
I gave you my heart, it's all for nothing
You tear me apart
You tear me apart
You tear me apart

Loving me is a problem, I'm closed off, I don't like talking
I walk in commitment with precaution
My last relationship caused this
I gave her my heart and she lost it
It's safe to say that I'm heartless
I tried to date you to make progress
But the thought of being hurt again is taunting, and now

Because of you I'll never know if this is all a game
Standing in hell, I'll be burned in flames
I burn down, down, down
And she asked why, and I replied

I have a past that tends to taunt me
I run from it, but it's exhausting
Call me psycho, at least you called me
Tell me, why am I falling?
Fall for you when I should be running
I hate every girl that I fall in love with
I gave you my heart, it's all for nothing
It's all for nothing