Why'd You Leave?

(album: Disconnected - 2022)

You don't understand the pain I feel
You don't know how much I hate to be, me
You don't understand the pain I feel
You don't know how much I hate to be, me

I feel happy and sad, I feel like a contradiction
She hurt me after she promised me that this time was different
So now my guard's up, I lost my trust, hoping I can fix it
Should've trust my gut, was hurt by love, so that's why I'm defensive
You said you loved me then hurt me, something ain't adding up
I cried, burying the future that I had planned for us
I'm trying to outrun my past, I guess I'm not fast enough
It's crazy how these people we meet can just damage us
But fuck it, I'll just move along, and wipe away my tears
I've always held my own, I've been alone for all these years
My biggest fear is wasting time, on somebody who does me wrong
Who didn't love me, who was running, and using me like a pawn
Sometimes I feel unlovable. My heart's undiscoverable
Hate living a misery, my misery's insufferable
Hurt by the ones we love the most, the toughest pill to swallow
My heart used to be full, but now it's hollow, cause I know

You don't understand the pain I feel
You don't know how much I hate to be, me
Cause I pray down on the ground, feel so alone
My life's a struggle, nobody knows, oh
You don't know how much I hate to be me
You and I, try to be, held you down, why'd you leave?

Why'd you leave?
Why'd you leave?
Why'd you leave?
Why'd you leave?

You don't understand the pain I feel
You don't know how much I hate to be, me