iHate

Always working and I never kick my feet up
50 million views and haters try to act
Like they ain't seen 'em
But I'm grinding till I headline
And I'ma sell out areans
I'm not stopping till I meet Drake
And I get placed on a feature
How could you ball
If you're always sitting on the bleachers
Wake up, write, record, sleep
That is the procedure
There's too many followers
And there's not enough leaders
Said there's too much followers
And there's not enough leaders
Girls are tryna fuck me now
Cause they thinking that I'm on
But if my buzz diminished then
I know she'll be gone
I be rapping 'bout my ex
Now she thinking she the one
Who can heal my broken heart
But oh girl you're hella wrong, yeah
I'm in a weird place
But I'm staying strong
Because the road ahead of me
Looking hella long
Everytime I'm in the room
I feel like I don't belong
I was feeling insecure
Right after I wrote this song

[Hook:]
Cause I hate I don't love myself
I hate that I want you so bad
I hate that I gotta be everything
That everybody says that I can't
And if you were inside my head
Then you'd understand what I go through
Imagine everybody
Knowing who you are
But nobody out there
Really knows you

Lately I feel like
The world's tryna test me
Lately it feels like my ex
Tryna stress me
Why does it feel like
Everyone's against me
Why does it feel like
They're just tryna end me
So many reasons to smile
So why can't I do it
They say it's in my mind
Then why can't I get through it
I heard that they criticise
So now I question music
And one day I feel alive
The next I'm feeling useless
I'm only human
If I'm so handsome
Why am I feeling self-conscious
If I know I can't change
Why do I make the promise
If I am so popular
Then why am I in my apartment
Alone
If I'm so real
Then let me just be honest

[Hook]