lone summer

(album: blood lotus diary - 2022)

Used to be strangers with the girl that I liked when
Back in the days when my heart couldn't be in control
Took a chance thinking nothing's going to happen and woah
Couple years have gone by but we're still on the low

If I could take a plane now I would
Reminisce the times when we could
I was never misunderstood

And you told me your lullabies
I'm spending these summer nights
Alone in my head but
I still kept my promise

I told you once I arrive
No more crying alone at night
I'll be there as long as
You need me to stay

Don't keep me at bay

This summer went so slow and I can't
Wait to see you
These FaceTime calls ain't enough
It has been more than a long time
Girl I need you

I'm tired of these summer nights
Feel colder when I'm not with you

Don't let go
Said she's scared of what's to come for us
Girl I hope you don't let go
She wanna know
What I'm up to every night
I'm still at home

I'm slow with texts
That's my bad
I know that it's been a year
And I'm still a wreck
How about you girl
With keeping up with everything
Is work alright
I've seen your feed
I'm so damned

Because I'm not there to hold you
Because I'm not there to love you like I should
It's hard being sober

And you told me your lullabies
I'm spending these summer nights
Alone in my head but
I still kept my promise

I told you once I arrive
No more crying alone at night
I'll be there as long as
You need me to stay

Don't keep me at bay

This summer went so slow and I can't
Wait to see you
These FaceTime calls ain't enough
It has been more than a long time
Girl I need you

I'm tired of these summer nights
Feel colder when I'm not with you

I'm sorry I couldn't be closer
This year, I know we're supposed to
Go somewhere where nobody's watching
Over the time for us to love
To beat the summer sun