Happy?

(album: GREYSCALE - 2020)

All the things I wanted in my life I never needed
All the things I wanted in my life I never needed
But still I work myself down to the bone until I'm bleeding
Still I work myself down to the bone until I'm bleeding
Wake up every morning like there's no such thing as sunshine
And if one more person tells me "Everything is alright"
I think I'll lose my mind

I just wanna be happy, but I never have enough, no
I just wanna be happy, but the hunger in my blood is a lust that keeps me treading water, while I'm thinkin
I can save this ship from sinking, down
Wish I could turn it around
'Cause I just wanna be happy

I keep hiding while the voices in my head are screaming
I keep hiding while the voices in my head are screaming
Maybe that's the reason I don't feel the things I'm feelin
Maybe that's the reason I don't feel the things I'm feeling
Oh, I wonder through my days, I'm losing touch, it all gets hazy
But every now and then my brain reminds me that I'm crazy
Know, know, know, know
I know I'm losing my mind

I just wanna be happy, but I never have enough, no
I just wanna be happy, but the hunger in my blood is a lust that keeps me treading water, while I'm thinkin
I can save this ship from sinking, down
Wish I could turn it around
'Cause I just wanna be happy

'Cause there are moments in my mind that I think I'm happy
Am I just fooling myself? Reaching for somebody
Some one who's not me

I just wanna be happy, but I never have enough, no
I just wanna be happy, but the hunger in my blood is a lust that keeps me treading water, while I'm thinkin
I can save this ship from sinking, down
Wish I could turn it around
'Cause I just wanna be happy