Catastrophe

(album: Wicked - 2020)

You know me
I'm out my mind again
Don't believe
The voices in my head
You can leave
I understand the way
You don't see
Don't understand my pain

But lay me down
Kiss my neck
Tell me you love me until I'm dead
Rip my heart
Out my chest
Tell me lies that can fill my head

Just kill me I don't give a shit
My life has become such a mess
My demons follow every step
Liquor, I swallow every sip
Devil's still talking in my ear
Ran out of ways I can deal with this
I'm gonna let him take the wheel
And make me swerve and crash the whip

Cause I know that this is make-belief
But I don't care
I need to find some peace

But you know me
I'm out my mind again
Don't believe
The voices in my head
You can leave
I understand the way
You don't see
Don't understand my pain